Sunday, February 7, 2010

Life

For a long time, it seemed as if i were falling down a hill. Unable to climb my way back up or even stop myself from falling further.

I have my close friends in which i can trust with my life.

I have a mother who doesn't care. And a father who is wants to care, but honestly could care less.

I have a grandma who loves who she wants me to be but hates what I am.

I have had my first relationship. which was not at all what i wanted it to be.

I have had really good friends, and for some reason I screw it up or their true side comes out and i see that the person they are isn't what i thought it was.

I have HAD an addiction that basically had MY life in "IT'S" hands.

I have had F's throughout my whole elementary/middle school life.

I have always been discriminated against on multiple accounts.

I have had high hopes for something and watch it die within plain sight.

I have watched my own mother, the only person that is never supposed to stop loving you, abandon me in front of my eyes.

I have dealt with Death more than once.

I live in a house where every person,thing,face, and voice torture me.

I have purposely made others suffer.

But yet I have been given a gift. I have been given the only thing that can keep me going throughout ALL of my battles.I own something which has the potential to make or break me.I posses soemthing that can never go away till the time comes for me to let it go .

I have Life.

And everything in a Life is as easy as just doing it.

No questions asked.

And everything will work out according to plan.

-Jakee

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